Today I woke up early....then went back to bed when Yami's(polyurethane ) text woke me up. I was off for once on the same day Yami was so I went to her house. We had some spazz moments. I wish I had my camera because she was wearing her SJM earings. They look really good on her.

I am totally going to stalk YesAsia for a bit and see what I can find. But I shouldn't because I got a plane ticket to purchase.

I told my instructor I can't go to Tae Kwon Do because I can't afford it and he said he'd help me with some self training tips.

After Yami's, I went to the Super Store and bought some food. I bought Kimchi Ramen. OMG I missed Kimchi so bad.

I got my books back from Meagan so I can study again. My Korean sucks now that I'm home. Like, seriously sucks!

I'm going to go now and watch Harry Potter and Introducing a Star's Friend because Teukie in a dino costume is too cute for words.

later days

It's amazing how quickly a life can be taken away.

Someone I grew up with was killed last night in a traffic accident. I was just talking to him so it's quite surreal.

I was playing around with Aegisub because I want to help out more with translations on videos. I am so pumped. I just timed and subbed my first mv. It took almost 2 hours but I did it. I feel awesome. My dad laughed at me and was all like....I have been doing that for years.
I stuck my tongue out at him.

I am watching behind the scenes of Adonis Camp. I wonder if I can get a script of this in English and then subb it that way. Like hard subbed.

I honestly have no idea what to call what I just did. So I'm going to revel in the fact that I feel awesome because it doesn't happen too often.

See yas around.

Why did Tenipuri pop through my mind while watching Wimbleton? Haas was losing and decided to jump up and down in front of Federer to distract him. It worked. All Federer could do was smile. It was the best moment of tennis ever. Besides when Andy Rodderick immpersonates everyone.

Yay for my two fav players going into the finals. It sucks that I have to pick a fav. Owell this will be epik.

Dude. I'm awesome. I haven't posted two days in a row since like I got home from Korea.
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I switched shifts with John today so I could actually go to a family bbq. The food was great. I felt great once my Aunt Sharon left. She seems to always pick on me. I told her off today. I was so rude to her because I hate how she thinks she knows everything.
She was even trying to tell my cousin how to breast feed. The baby is on a different schedule so she just needs to GTFO!

That said. Food was yummy. Jim made most of it. We had shrimp salad, ribs, sausage, rice, meatballs, some beef in gravy stuff. We had like 4 different kinds of dessert. It was great. Everytime I went into the kitchen I would keep eating.

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I made my first payment on one of my student loans. I also wrote up a payment plan for myself. I need to pay like 3-4 hundred to the national student loans but after that I will pay 35 a month so yeah. I almost have one of my credit cards paid off. I'll be using that one to buy my ticket to Scotland.

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Tomorrow is pop order day. UH. Last time I did a pop order it took me 6 hours to put away. It's also lotto night so i'll be busy. Especially with grad parties and stuff, I'll also be busy filling ice.
My pays are going to be bigger for the next two weeks so I can pay on my bills more.
I need to also stop being a lazy ass and go to Sobey's and pass in my resume.
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Well I'm off to watch some more We got Married. The show is hillarious.
Alrighty

HAVE A GOOD CANADA DAY.  OR TEUKIE DAY.LOL

I am making new friends from the SMTownFriending meme. People who like Henry or Zhoumi get an automatic accept from me.
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I am off today. I am so freaking bored. I slept most of the day. Tomorrow is Canada Day. Happy Birthday Canada.
Also because he's awesome for managing 12 guys, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEUKIE OPPA!

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In life news, I will be moving to Scotland in September. It's just a trial thing. I'll be back in December for my brother's birthday. I also refuse to live away from home for another Christmas. It is so lonely.
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I will be applying at Sobey's for a backshift position to get more money for when I leave. So I won't be on much if I get the job. I will be working 20 hours a day. GO ME!.

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Right now I am eating ice cream and watching the history channel because I'm awesome like that.

Oh! In Kdrama news. Everyone should check out The City Hall. It is so hillarious. It's great.
I still need to finish watching Jumong. I'm on episode 5 of 80.

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Well, I'm outty
love ya'll
Rosa
 

As most of you know, I have been having trouble with my student loan. Today I was told that the Government has closed the case and it is not to be opened again. THey said it is my fault that the loan was lost so long. So I am not allowed to get a loan so I can't go to school because my parents are under the poverty line so yeah.

I can't work in call centers technically I'm not supposed to be working. THe government won't give me disibility so yea. I have been lots better since I went to Korea though. I think I've only had 4 attacks since I've gotten home in March.

With no degree I can't go back to Korea and I can't get my dream job. I wasted so much time and money.

I used to be proud to be Canadian....I'm starting to think differently now. They let forigners go to school here for free and kicked it's citizens to the curb.

Pissed Rosanna is Pissed.

I was trying to get my peeps together because being alone right now sucks but everyone is busy.

I will post about the Kpop Hop soon. I'm too lazy to upload the pictures and videos.

Right now I have a meme for all of you. even though like 2 people will actually do it.

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

I FINALLY GOT A FREAKING BED!
A real bed. All I could keep thinking about when I finally got it was Kyu's bed song. He didn't have a bed either so he wrote a song about one once he got it.
Here it is.

In other news, my student loan has magically surfaced. Bad side is, CBU is taking me to court and I have to pay the legal fees. I love the government for doing this to me.

Today I went out with Sara and Alex and we dragged Meagan. She was studying for exams but we told her to get dressed and come with us. I also finished paying on my bright pink camera. Now I can take lots of pictures like I used to. I even bought a case for it. We went shopping for the  Kpop dance. We're dressing up as SJM. I get to be Henry. I found things that match his outfit...even the shoes!
I'm getting my cousin to cut my hair likehis so 1) I can be cosplaying Henry better and 2) I hate long hair so it will be nice to chop all this off.


Tomorrow is the airshow in Baddeck. An F15 did a flyby here in Sydney today. It scared the shit out of me while I was out walking. We wanted to take my little cousin but he has daycare. So we are planning on kidnapping my other cousins children since she just had surgery so she will be able to rest in peace for a while. I have never been to an airshow but you can trust I will have lots and lots of pictures.

Well I'm outty
byes

Rosa

1. Last beverage: Some water.
2. Last phone call: My cousin Ashley, I forgot the keys to the store...oops.
3. Last text message: Ashley
4. Last song you listened to: Juliette SHINee
5. Last time you cried: Monday.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No.
7. Been cheated on? Ahahaha, yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Yup!
9. Lost someone special? Yes, I have.
10. Been depressed? Of course.
11. Been drunk? yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue.
13. Pink
14. Black.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends? I have.
16. Fallen out of love? no
17. Laughed until you cried? yes
18. Met someone who changed you? Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were? Of course
20. Found out someone was talking about you? yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? Yes I have.

TRUTH:
23. How many kids do you want to have? enough for a soccer team should do it.
24. Do you have any pets? not anymore

WHAT!!?
25. Do you want to change your name? No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday? Learned how to sing Happy Birthday in Korean. My students threw me a birthday party and my Oppa made me a birthday cake made out of chocopies....it was gooooood.
27. What time did you wake up today? Ten thirtyish.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night? RPing and reading a book.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Finding out when I can leave this place.
30. Last time you saw your father: Half hour ago...I can hear him snoring in the next room.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I wish I wasn't poor so I could go to school.
32. What are you listening to right now? The hum of my laptop.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? My parents....I had to escape the house a few days ago.
36. Whats your real name? Rosanna Karen Carmella Zammit
37. Relationship Status: Single.
38. Zodiac sign: Ox/Scorpio
40. Elementary: Don Bosco Elementary School.
41. Middle School: Whitney Pier Memorial Junior High School.
42. High school: Holy Angels High School for grade 10 and for grade 11 and 12 I went to Sydney Academy.
43. Hair color: Dark brown. There is still some black in there from when I died it.
44. Long or short: It's shoulder length but today I will hopefully get it chopped off.
45. Height: 5'7".
46. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes
47. What do you like about yourself? I hate this question.
LOL WHERE THE HELL IS #48 HUH <- SECONDED. <- THIRDED. <--- FOURTHED <---- FIFTH'D. Obviously someone deleted it and didn't notice.
49. Tattoos: nope
50. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS:
51. First surgery: I had brain surgery when I was 4.
52. First piercing: My ears.
53. First tattoo: Don't have one
54. First best friend: Amanda...who is getting married in two weeks.
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First pet: ELMO. He was a miniture collie.
57. First vacation: Toronto.
58. First concert: Dunkin Wells and the Apple and the Tree Band.
59. First crush: James Dean.
60. First alcohol drink: Rasberry cooler. My cousin gave it to me when I was in grade 9.

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating: Nothing.
62. Drinking: Water
63. I'm about to: finish going through my flist and watch band of brothers and suju stuff.
64. Listening to: didn't you ask this already?
65. Waiting for: Sara to get off work.

YOUR FUTURE:
66. Want kids? Yes.
67. Want to get married? I do.
68. Careers in mind? Forensic Anthropologist.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes: Eyes
70. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
71. Shorter or taller: Don't care.
72. Older or Younger: Don't care.
73. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms: I don't care.
75. Tattoos or piercings: Piercings
76. Sensitive or loud: Can I pick both?
77. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship, for sure.
78. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble-maker.

HAVE YOU EVER:
79. Kissed a stranger: yes...Korea has changed me.
80. Drank hard liquor: yup
81. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
82. Sex on first date: Nope.
83. Broken someone's heart: yes
84. Had your own heart broken: yes
85. Been arrested: Nope.
86. Turned someone down: yes
87. Cried when someone died: Yes.
88. Kiss on the first date: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself: ....not much.
90. Miracles: Yes.
91. Love at first sight: I think you can be attracted to someone on a first date.
92. Heaven:yes
93. Santa Claus: Until I was 13.
94. Kissing on the first date: yes
95. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yeah
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? yes
98. Do you believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever? I do
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without? Music.
100. One thing that most people don’t know about you: I have no idea.

Yesterday I had to escape my house and go to my cousins. My mom has got a gambling problem and it's ruining the family life. She went to bingo again last night and since I was home dad was yelling and cursing at me.
I called my cousin and she picked me up. They also made me spend the night. My mom refuses to speak to me because I told my aunt what has been going on. My dad is pissed.

I also did a debt calculation and it will take me approximately 50 years to pay off all my debts.

I am so depressed right now.

Also, i have to pay the student loans 300 bucks by june 15th. I don't think I can because my mom went to Bingo instead of buying groceries so I need to use my pay to go shopping.

This really fucking sucks.

My cousin Tara had a baby girl on May 27th. She is gorgous. Her hair is dirty blonde and has very light blonde through out. She has lots of hair and her feet are huge. Instead of wearing newborn clothes she is wearing the clothes of a three month old.
To give Tara a rest, I rocked the baby to sleep. I was staring at her and I looked at Jim and was like..."Is it weird that I'm happy to be holding something so fresh from God?"
Tara's response "It's weird that she came out of me a few days ago. So no, it's not weird."

Tomorrow I start my 3 days in a row working week. I bought a new cell phone. That was cool. I might be able to finish paying off my camera next pay day.  I REALLY want my hair cut. I also need to go out and buy things for my outfit for the kpop hop. Sara, Alex, when do you want to go shopping?

My brother's roommate from University invited me to go visit her in Hong Kong. She has the same first name as me and she thinks it's awesome. It's cheaper to fly to Hong Kong than it is for me to fly to Winnipeg. Isn't that nuts.

I have lots of fun hanging with Alex lately. We started an Epik rp. It's awesome.

well I think that's all the update I have
ttyl
love yas
Ro

I was going to start off by talking about work but

asdkjng'klnefg;kmsda    SHINEE'S NEW MV IS OUT. FUCK TO THE YEAH!

Anyways, It's loading so I'm typing.

I got to hang out with Alex. It was awesome. My dad made fun of me for hanging out with a 16 year old. I warned Alex about his jokes, of course he made them.
We spent like 3 hours talking about books. I downloaded the audio versions and uploaded them on mediafire for her. Oh Alex if your reading this, I finished uploading Sandrys Book.

I ripped my SJM cd and will be putting it up there as well. I need to get some money to Sara so I can give her money for SUJU 3rd album repackage and since I bought a camera off of her.

Alex and I get to hang out this weekend because I'm off. We are making an epik Rp. It's going to be awesome. It will be my first time rping as more than one character.

I need to get my hair cut soon. I'm cutting it like Henry's for the Kpop party thingy.
We also need to go hit up Value Village.

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Work.
I'm getting really upset with one of my co-workers. I like to be early for everything. But if I show up early, she leaves early. She also doesn't do anything. I spent six hours cleaning the store room last night when she could have at least put stuff in the coolers. I didn't get to eat supper till 9pm, which made a very grumpy Rosanna.
I also realized, I hate when men call me hun or babe. It's quite annoying. Especially when they do it while they are high or drunk. THere was a creepy dude yesterday. He asked me to call him a cab. Then he stood staring at me until his cab came. A customer asked me to call the police but he didn't do anything but stare so I stayed in front of my panic button and didn't move just in case.

I think that's about all the news I got.
yeah
alrighty then

love ya'll
Rosa

Leave a comment on this post and I'll give you a band. Don't worry, I'll make it one you know and love. You put your ten favorite songs by that band on your LJ and challenge others to do the same.

DBSK
1) Love in the Ice- Japanese version
2) O
3) Rising Sun
4)Mirotic
5)Darkness on my eyes
6)Show me your Love-With Super Junior
7) Why Did I
8)Bolero
9)Balloons.
10)One last cry-It's just Micky singing but, I love when he sings in English.

Alright. That done. Tomorrow is Mother's day. I went grocery shopping with my mom today, I wanted to cook for her, since, she always cooks. I wanted to treat her to something special. Like lobster. She didn't want me to buy them because lobster is really expensive. She picked Salmon steaks instead. I asked Jim a nice way to cook them. My mom was listening while he was telling me so now she's really excited.
I am also going to clean the house for her. I am off till Tuesday so yeah, not like I don't have time.
I'm also going to the movies again with my daddy on Monday. We are going to see Star Trek. Out of all my brothers and sisters, I'm the only one that likes star trek. I used to watch it everyday, curled up with my dad. It was so long ago.

He is totally excited to see it. It's kind of cute actually. He also likes the fact that he can get into the movies as a Senior now. He laughs at me for paying 2 dollars more than him.

Well enough typing. I'm off to clean.
If there are any moms on my Flist, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Love Rosa

PS: Props to Sara,gekkonorondo , for getting me Super Junior's repackage album. The new Single is amazing.

Today was...strange.
I got a job offer to teach English.
I had my mp3 player on at work today because...I wanted too....
A customer asked me what I was listening to, I said Korean.
He looked at me strange and asked if I was going there. I said I used to live there teaching English. He then offered me an English job at the Indian Reservation. He said it's better pay than a convienence store. The only thing is....I have no degree. So when he comes in tomorrow to get my resume I have to tell him that. He would probably take back the offer....OH CANADIAN GOVERNMENT WHY MUST YOU FAIL!!!
I got notices that I have to pay back the loan that the government so conviently lost. yeah...I aint' payin

Megs came for a visit yesterday.
She was going out passing out resumes yesterday and was like...your coming too har har har.
It was pouring down rain and we decided to save money by walking from Walmart to the dollarama. Every car we passed splashed us.I also spent 22 bucks at the bulk barn. Then I called my uncle to come get us.

I took the bus to work today cus i had no money for a cab. I got paid but now i only got 200 bucks in my bank. I am going to see star trek on monday. and then the rest goes to my credit cards.

so that was my life. It is very boring since I got back from Korea.

Today mom and I went to Value Village since I have no nice shirts for the summer.
On the way we were talking about my medicine. She said the best thing ever.
Mom:It's cheaper if you take your meds every second day isn't it.
Me: Yeah, I guess so
Mom: While you were in Korea you took them every four days and were able to stay relatively sane.
Me: o_o

Then I laughed until we got to Value village.
Oh mom how you kill me.
I told mom about the mentally ill meme and she asked if I got top grades. I LOVE YOU TOO MOM!

Well at Value Village I got 4 shirts a skirt and a purse for mom and a book for 42 bucks.
I told incisively  about my book and her reaction....
Han Song ee says:
 my mom was cute today I am going to make a post about it
 OMG I found a book I love and you will totally call me Siwon again
 It's Bible games

【 [u][c=63][b]τευκιε[/b][/u][/c] 】     【[c=#00AA00][b]It's okay Knagin, we'll always have T~[/b][/c]】 says:
 ...LOL BIBLE GAMES GTFO
 jdsahdsa


Yeah she likes to call me Siwon because I love my religion and I feel bad when I do something I know I'm not supposed to do. She also laughs because I actually like going to church.

Right now I am having fun Rping and listening to music.
I will do more of that so for now this is Rosa signing off.
good night.

How Mentally Ill Are You?

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting” you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x ] You have been called a blonde.

TOTAL: 6/6

[x ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (Too many times to fucking count.)
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 5/6

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 3/5

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ x] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 5/5

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 5/5

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[x ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[ ] You don’t know what “um” means
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 8/9


GRAND TOTAL: 32 /36

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am ___% Mentally ill.

01. First name: Rosanna
02. Age: 23. 24 in October
03. Location: Sydney, Nova Scotia.
04. Hometown: Sydney
05. Occupation: Convienence Store Clerk.

06. Partner: Partner in crime????? That would be Sara and Megan
07. Kids: Sorry no goats here.
08. Brothers/Sisters: I have 4 brothers and 1 sister. All are older than me....yeah....I grew up as a punching bag.
10. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life: Trying to get back to school, hanging out with my friends, loving being home in Canada even though I do miss Korea.

11. Parents: I love my parents. I do however hate my dad;s jokes. Even though megra likes them. My parents are cool. My mom tries so hard to act cool but she fails miserabley and it makes her all the more cute. I love making my parents laugh and smile so I tend to do crazy things near them. They have had a really hard life. My father is an immigrant so yeah...
12. Who are some of your closest friends?: </a></b></a>gekkonorondo and incisively and polyurethane 
13. Do you drink/smoke?: I drink the odd time. I got really drunk in Korea and stole my friends cig but that was the first time in like 10 years since I smoked.
14. Tattoos/Piercings: Just my ears.



Yay for memes. WAHOOOOOOOO

Now for Saturday I get to sleep with Sara bear. And she gets to scare the shit out of me by telling me more ghost stories about her house. It's alright, she's an amazing teddy bear.

Work is so boring. I take my laptop everyday now since I ran out of books to read. Today I watched 2 episodes of POT and a movie and betaed Yami's fic. I still had tons of time afterwards to clean.

My parents went to Halifax Thursday and it was the first time I ever slept in my house alone. I mean...EVER!!!!!!

I asked my cousin for a ride to work today and dude...do we ever have odd convos. It's a 10 minute drive to work and we had time to talk about my cousin being sick. Ways to try to get her to eat, anime, porn, gay porn and masturbation.yeah
We are crazy

I am off until Thursday.SOMEBODY COME PLAY WITH ME!!!

That is all.
Oh someone please direct me to some suju pics and gifs I accidentally deleted all 2000 of mine. ^_^'